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Remember When...

 You built me up and broke me down...
Then watched and stared as I fell down...

 You played this game where you swore no shame...
but turns out you thought the whole thing was lame...

 You say you and i have just wasted our time...
you say your sorry then you sigh...(but then why do i see you
staring at me in the corner of your eye?)

 If the feelings gone away...
words wont stop you tomorrow or today...

 As i sit here and write...
i wonder why, why that night?...

 So here i am again...
fighting the battle until the end...

 You broke my heart, you say im smart...
and that theres no way we will ever be apart...

 So now im left here...

staring straight into my mirror...

 ...at what ive become...

and i wish i could run...

 ...and wondering why
all i do is cry?...

 Now i have theses scars, and they arent from the past...
they came from the one i thought that would last...

 I know i say i wont...
and i hear others say dont...

 Nothing is even clear...
-my fantasies are now my fears...

 I guess im falling...
and though i keep calling...

 -i try to keep going...
with tomorrow, never knowing...

 It could be sad, it could be bad...
it could be worse than the days ive had...



I know you dont know
 so i have to let you know...

Its all been so crazy
 and you have not been lazy....

Theres no way, that i will ever be able to repay-
 the way you have been there for me the past few days...

It all feels so right
 when i call you at night

You dont really know how i feel
 which makes everything so unreal...


You were there caring
 while he sat staring...

You really were there
 when no one else cared...

Like i said nothing is exactly clear
 so im sorry when i sometimes fear...

You just let me sit and cry
 while i bitch and moan bout how i miss this guy...

you always knew just what to say
 in time of need and pray...

If i ever just go away, just dissapear
 please dont worry, please fear...

I've delt with a lot of shit
 but ive got to say this has got to be it...

we share many things you see
 like those little "one things," you and me...

I cant just keep up
 i feel lost and currupt...

Someone told me that love would save us

 but how can that be, i mean look what it gave us...

I hide behind this mask
 and all the people ask...

-how are you, how have you been
 and i give them all the same fake grin...

Everythings a lie
 they have no clue, what exactly im going through...

-you keep assureing me that you wont let go
 atleast until im ok, and that you know...

Hes got me crying again

 all i can do is wonder and wait until this ends...

-I know i shouldnt be looking over my shoulder
 that love from my past aint coming any closer...

I need some time to tell you how i feel
 but just because it might take awhile doesnt mean that it isnt real...

They say "life is what you make it"
 then why am i the one to have to fake it?...

I know i should move
 but its so hard with that old song...


While we were together
 he told me he would never...

I wanna forget him
 close my eyes and resent him...

But i cant and i dont know why
 when i think of him all i ever wanna do is cry...

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Just a Poem

Games/Blame

I never said you were the only one to blame

but you were the one who started this game-

 

Im willing to persivere another day

if you promise you wont go away

 

its 12:34

and im stuck up again, like thoses nights before

 

you could always find someone else to blame

someone else that was caught up in your little game

 

i wonder how much longer i can go on

-in the back of my mind i know what you did was wrong

 

your impossible, like ignoring the habit of breathing

always on my mind, always supersceding

 

its getting late again

-yet i push repeat and listen to the same song-begining to end

 

who do you think you are

telling me when to far is too far

 

no matter how hard we try

we both know the chance has past us by

 

no matter how far were running

the past will always be coming

 

no matter what we do

it will never work with us two

 

i insisted on

going back again to listen to that old song

 

im sorry for what ive done

im running out of places to run

 

im still awake, you havent killed me

--im still willing

 

All theses wicked games we cant escape

 

inside i feel the same

but since when does that matter in this game

 

i wonder how much stronger this has made me

doesnt really matter, considering the way people see me

 

because of you, simple thought are gone

but to you nothing is even wrong

 

you go through your pain and struggles

yet who is the one left with the troubles?

 

you can maintain your strength

while i go the length

 

you end up knowing knowingly

that this was never really meant to be

 

yet you left me wondering

wondering if you were ever coming

 

dont worry im still very aware

of what happened, becasue of the way people still stare

 

you dont know how much this has truely effected

i know its not what you exspected

 

with one big boom-

that was the end of you

 

although you say it was the other way around

you were the one who went and made the sound

 

you made the call

you did most of it--maybe all

 

i said i needed time

but you just wanted to rewind...

 

i saw you the other day

and it took my breath away

 

i had to stop and realise

everything we were passing by

 

all of those moments

now were just opposite oppenents

 

you still exist and your still there
so why am i the one left here

 

and the years will go by

and god will i try...

 

to let you go

on your own

 

i mean you played me so well

how was i to tell

 

i should have known that one simple night

couldnt make everything alright

 

i was someone i didnt know at night

when i would talk to you everything was alright

 

all my pain would disapear

just like you will-and thats my biggest fear

 

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